Friday, June 20, 2014
Dear God, You know the state of my heart always. You know exactly how disappointing I can be, but You love me all the same. Lord, I cant, but you can, help me please! Help me to build character and integrity, build endurance and hardworkingness, help me to anticipate the rainbow after Your storms in my life. Help me to influence and be the Light and the Salt of the world instead of the other way round. Give me courage Lord, to share about You, and to live a life that people will question their disbelief in You. Help me with my faith in You. Help me to find JOY every moment of my life, even when under high stress and suffering because Your love exceeds all. Let the Holy Spirit guide my temper all the time Lord. Im not perfect, but I have a perfect God who loves me so much more than I can imagine. Help me to conquer fear with your love and faith in You. I believe that You love me more than I can ever imagine, and I'm not alone at all.Help me to find that laughter from you God, to guide me through depressing moments. Teach my tongue what to say everyday, in response to words that trigger foolish utterance. Thank You!
Monday, September 9, 2013
It has been so long. So long! Now I have graduated and I am a registered nurse in a general ward, fighting a nurse's battle.Dear god, everyday is like a war to me. I have felt like running away from war everyday but I know I have to stand and face it. Face it with You.
Very often I worry about other people's feelings. A bit too much. I will say that I am mean. Both to myself and to others. But I have to change, no matter what my temperament be. I do not want to stay this way forever. You see me through and through. I have received things but I have lost things as well. You humble me always.
I just have to remember that Your radical grace is always there. Help me through Lord. Help me through. I need You. In everything. I believe in You. I'm a princess because my Father in heaven is the King. You are My King.
Very often I worry about other people's feelings. A bit too much. I will say that I am mean. Both to myself and to others. But I have to change, no matter what my temperament be. I do not want to stay this way forever. You see me through and through. I have received things but I have lost things as well. You humble me always.
I just have to remember that Your radical grace is always there. Help me through Lord. Help me through. I need You. In everything. I believe in You. I'm a princess because my Father in heaven is the King. You are My King.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Dear God
Again I am here. And I am quite stuck. I am not sinking in. I am just floating. My mind is clear and I know the truth that I need to face. I feel sad being like this. I feel faraway from You. Even if everything else works for the time being as it seems, being faraway from you is just too much to bear. I feel lost and in fear. As a weak human being, I often feel fine with my own decisions but feel quite ashamed that I cannot quite face You about it.
Dear God
You have seen my tears and I humbly ask for Your mercy and forgiveness. Search my heart Lord. I feel that I cannot guide myself. I feel forevermore lost. I need You. Forgive me Lord. I want to take that big step out of being floating, being stuck. Grant me the courage I plead. Help me to listen to You even when the storms of life rage all around me. Teach me how to handle things the correct way. Your way.
I miss my family. I miss my dear mummy. I really pray for you to bless her. Please grant her happiness and health with no physical injuries everyday. And my dear daddy. Help him everyday with his insight into his health and also help him in his emotional and mental health. Please do watch over brother. His heart and soul. And mine Lord. I really want to be Yours. I feel so ignorant when I am the one pushing You away constantly. I feel so foolish when I pray to You but I never took the efforts to study your word. I am in need of You :(
I deeply feel that even f I have lost everything that I have, I do not want to lose You. You are my hope.
You are everything that I need. I know I shall not be in want when I have you. Everything will ride on hope and grace in You. Everything is beautiful in You. When You break me down You will build me up to. I place myself in Your hands Lord. I am not mine. I am Yours. With all that I am. Break me again. Thank you.
Again I am here. And I am quite stuck. I am not sinking in. I am just floating. My mind is clear and I know the truth that I need to face. I feel sad being like this. I feel faraway from You. Even if everything else works for the time being as it seems, being faraway from you is just too much to bear. I feel lost and in fear. As a weak human being, I often feel fine with my own decisions but feel quite ashamed that I cannot quite face You about it.
Dear God
You have seen my tears and I humbly ask for Your mercy and forgiveness. Search my heart Lord. I feel that I cannot guide myself. I feel forevermore lost. I need You. Forgive me Lord. I want to take that big step out of being floating, being stuck. Grant me the courage I plead. Help me to listen to You even when the storms of life rage all around me. Teach me how to handle things the correct way. Your way.
I miss my family. I miss my dear mummy. I really pray for you to bless her. Please grant her happiness and health with no physical injuries everyday. And my dear daddy. Help him everyday with his insight into his health and also help him in his emotional and mental health. Please do watch over brother. His heart and soul. And mine Lord. I really want to be Yours. I feel so ignorant when I am the one pushing You away constantly. I feel so foolish when I pray to You but I never took the efforts to study your word. I am in need of You :(
I deeply feel that even f I have lost everything that I have, I do not want to lose You. You are my hope.
You are everything that I need. I know I shall not be in want when I have you. Everything will ride on hope and grace in You. Everything is beautiful in You. When You break me down You will build me up to. I place myself in Your hands Lord. I am not mine. I am Yours. With all that I am. Break me again. Thank you.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Dear God,
Today was a tiring day for me. I did not sleep early last night and woke up early for morning shift today. I felt blur this morning at work during posting. I did a couple of things quite badly and felt quite ashamed of myself. I was running up and down the place fetching and sending stuff because the ward became busy all of the sudden. Nevertheless, I know all these are necessary as its the least I can help them with. But I do feel a bit lost at times. But I still get to learn from what I see and what I do. Even from the embarrassing stuff that I sometimes do. Thank you God for all the opportunities for me as I stay alive each day. Forgive me for not using my life each day as good enough as You want me to use it. I pray for guidance, wisdom, and for strength, to carry out each day fulfilling Your purpose.
Dear God..
I feel stressed out. About a lot of things. Especially my studies. I plan and try hard, but I am always so tired and feel lazy. Help me Lord. I place it all into Your hands. I pray humbly and sincerely. Forgive me Lord. I'm often proud and forget about You. I often worry and took things into my own hands and try to figure it out my way. Teach me how to seek You first. teach me not to lean on my own understanding and power but to trust and surrender to You. Everything is just around the corner, like AGM preparations and other postings, my pilling reflective journals, my AGM report and presentation, changing rooms to old wing, my research and management, my procedures to achieve, my checklist to sign, my assignments, my revision questions to do with my group, my House finals. The list goes on, just like any other college attending 20 year old. But heavenly Father, I would just like to take this moment to surrender everything to You deep inside again and again and again. Everything. Teach me and grant me faith Lord. I do not have sufficient. I believe your Love and Grace is sufficient for me. I am willing to learn. I am your daughter. And I believe You will not turn away from me each time I reach out to You.
Teach me how to ride on your faith and hope Lord. And be set free in Your grace. Guide me to walk in the path that you have prepared for me Lord. Teach me to desire and long for you Lord. Help me. I feel helpless and weak, but I have a strong and absolutely awesome God. One that is awesome that I am speechless in awe of Him. Lord I long to have that close relationship to You. Draw me nearer each day. To read Your word. To talk to You and to listen to You.
Dear God and Father, In Jesus name I pray.
I placed these 196 days into your hands, Dear God.
Today was a tiring day for me. I did not sleep early last night and woke up early for morning shift today. I felt blur this morning at work during posting. I did a couple of things quite badly and felt quite ashamed of myself. I was running up and down the place fetching and sending stuff because the ward became busy all of the sudden. Nevertheless, I know all these are necessary as its the least I can help them with. But I do feel a bit lost at times. But I still get to learn from what I see and what I do. Even from the embarrassing stuff that I sometimes do. Thank you God for all the opportunities for me as I stay alive each day. Forgive me for not using my life each day as good enough as You want me to use it. I pray for guidance, wisdom, and for strength, to carry out each day fulfilling Your purpose.
Dear God..
I feel stressed out. About a lot of things. Especially my studies. I plan and try hard, but I am always so tired and feel lazy. Help me Lord. I place it all into Your hands. I pray humbly and sincerely. Forgive me Lord. I'm often proud and forget about You. I often worry and took things into my own hands and try to figure it out my way. Teach me how to seek You first. teach me not to lean on my own understanding and power but to trust and surrender to You. Everything is just around the corner, like AGM preparations and other postings, my pilling reflective journals, my AGM report and presentation, changing rooms to old wing, my research and management, my procedures to achieve, my checklist to sign, my assignments, my revision questions to do with my group, my House finals. The list goes on, just like any other college attending 20 year old. But heavenly Father, I would just like to take this moment to surrender everything to You deep inside again and again and again. Everything. Teach me and grant me faith Lord. I do not have sufficient. I believe your Love and Grace is sufficient for me. I am willing to learn. I am your daughter. And I believe You will not turn away from me each time I reach out to You.
Teach me how to ride on your faith and hope Lord. And be set free in Your grace. Guide me to walk in the path that you have prepared for me Lord. Teach me to desire and long for you Lord. Help me. I feel helpless and weak, but I have a strong and absolutely awesome God. One that is awesome that I am speechless in awe of Him. Lord I long to have that close relationship to You. Draw me nearer each day. To read Your word. To talk to You and to listen to You.
Dear God and Father, In Jesus name I pray.
I placed these 196 days into your hands, Dear God.
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