Its been a long time again. Sigh. I'm in desperate need of improvement. God, please grant me the wisdom. I feel myself in the need and lack of so much standard that is necessary, especially for a 20 year old. For a graduating student nurse. And Lord, teach me how to live for your purpose, and to be spontaneous, to not be stereotyped and not to follow blindly, to play within the rules but think and perform out of the box. I feel the desperate need of that. In Jesus name, amen :)
In around a month and few days time, I will be officially 20 years old. wow. its been 2 decades already. Looking back, I have grown, but disappointingly insufficient. In fact in I have lost some precious faith and will. Those that only an innocent child will portray at its most pure form. The simple faith and seeking of God like a child. I need God so desperately. Even if I become insane, I wont let go of God-- my only worthwhile purpose of life.
I am in desperate need of improving my English! Its deteriorating already. O.O help~~~
My god-brother came to KL to study :) happy! I mean, at least he's nearer to me now. :) He's looking as chubby as ever. Stressed about new high standards set for him. The new responsibilities set on his shoulders. 弟弟加油噢！A god-brother that I sayang a lot. He brings smiles to my face spontaneously. Not perfect, but just as awesome as he is. Di di work hard! Jie jie give you full support too! Thank you for all the respect you have for me. I'm sorry for whatever discomfort or unhappiness I have caused you. Your birthday is few days away!
Oh ya! Happy mothers day, dearest mummy. Esther love you lots. MUACKS <3
