ME

Me. I am me. Wow. Since I don't remember when, i find myself wondering why i am me. Why i am not somebody else?

Then i realised this amazing truth: i am me cause God planned me to be me :)

And being me is difficult most of the time. I always try so hard not to wish that im some other people. Reality is always that i am me. Even looking at myself, i am at awe at how awesome my God is. Big smile for that. But i am still struggling hard to be at peace at just being myself. I am me.

I believe that God is in charge. I believe God has never left. I believe God is my almighty and awesome God. I just have to let Him in totally and more. All I ever want when i turn 20 is to be able to serve God the way He want me to. Not to do things cause i want to.

I am me. To walk God's plan for me. Not to fit God into my plan. He will never let me down. He's my heavenly father.

Sincerely,
To myself.

I Miss You

I miss you! Mummy, daddy, kor kor John, didi Kok Siew, and those people who will stay with me when im down to make me smile! I miss you guys a lot!