It has been so long. So long! Now I have graduated and I am a registered nurse in a general ward, fighting a nurse's battle.Dear god, everyday is like a war to me. I have felt like running away from war everyday but I know I have to stand and face it. Face it with You.

Very often I worry about other people's feelings. A bit too much. I will say that I am mean. Both to myself and to others. But I have to change, no matter what my temperament be. I do not want to stay this way forever. You see me through and through. I have received things but I have lost things as well. You humble me always.

I just have to remember that Your radical grace is always there. Help me through Lord. Help me through. I need You. In everything. I believe in You. I'm a princess because my Father in heaven is the King. You are My King.